mY |iFE
update:
yes!!! tml going suntec with lumpy kirby they all!!! ooya!! cant wait...
Friday, October 31, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
argh!!! im so angry!!! i missed getting a scholarship by 2 places in school!!! o man... last 2 yrs got, this yr cannot get... :'(... *sobz*.... hai.... 28/266 for school level... sux... must be 26 to get scholarship... maths and science miss by ONE mark to get A1... :@... :'(... pathetic... class position 10/38... haiz... no improvement from mid-yr... only level position go up by 20... but... so wad... cannot get edusave scholarship... :(... today must clean up the class, scrub tables and walls, and so on... Maxine didnt come today, then i have to bring home three huge piles of books, lucky Rehana and Audrey helped... n thank goodness i was going for tuition, so my grandmother fetch me, if not, no way to go home aledi... in da morning, Mrs Loke make us watch a movie on Mozart... not VERY interesting... then chinese period we all can play games... whippee... today is not a brilliant day though... only average... o well, going for a halloween party, little kid neighbour next door invited, mother say is only polite to go... so im gonna dress up in a garbage bag n be a wicked witch... lame, but, no one would see me there... =P...
update:
argh!!! im so angry!!! i missed getting a scholarship by 2 places in school!!! o man... last 2 yrs got, this yr cannot get... :'(... *sobz*.... hai.... 28/266 for school level... sux... must be 26 to get scholarship... maths and science miss by ONE mark to get A1... :@... :'(... pathetic... class position 10/38... haiz... no improvement from mid-yr... only level position go up by 20... but... so wad... cannot get edusave scholarship... :(... today must clean up the class, scrub tables and walls, and so on... Maxine didnt come today, then i have to bring home three huge piles of books, lucky Rehana and Audrey helped... n thank goodness i was going for tuition, so my grandmother fetch me, if not, no way to go home aledi... in da morning, Mrs Loke make us watch a movie on Mozart... not VERY interesting... then chinese period we all can play games... whippee... today is not a brilliant day though... only average... o well, going for a halloween party, little kid neighbour next door invited, mother say is only polite to go... so im gonna dress up in a garbage bag n be a wicked witch... lame, but, no one would see me there... =P...
Thursday, October 30, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
mY |iFE
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
mY |iFE
update:
oh boohoo... i feel oh so sad... i couldnt make it for sports captain... i feel like im not good enough... it was such a big blow... i felt so bad for the rest of the day... i oso dunno y... hai... so many ppl from my class got in, i didnt get in... huh... wonder y couldnt get in... congrats to Kang Yu, Danial, Faiz, Suhaila, Nafisah, Cadence, Marissa, Linda for making sports captain... today play harry potter's trivial game... so fun... how to desribe how i am feeling now... hm... a little bit mixed up, sad, love = 'pain'... wad else can i say... nothing... watching channel 8 now...
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oh boohoo... i feel oh so sad... i couldnt make it for sports captain... i feel like im not good enough... it was such a big blow... i felt so bad for the rest of the day... i oso dunno y... hai... so many ppl from my class got in, i didnt get in... huh... wonder y couldnt get in... congrats to Kang Yu, Danial, Faiz, Suhaila, Nafisah, Cadence, Marissa, Linda for making sports captain... today play harry potter's trivial game... so fun... how to desribe how i am feeling now... hm... a little bit mixed up, sad, love = 'pain'... wad else can i say... nothing... watching channel 8 now...
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
aha, read this:
jamie, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Aquarius
Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.
Although Aquarius is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.
oooya! haha... still feel miserable.. mad mad...
update:
aha, read this:
jamie, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Aquarius
Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.
Although Aquarius is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.
oooya! haha... still feel miserable.. mad mad...
mY |iFE
update:
o ya, i forgot to add to yesterday's entry, the song competition organizers called me up yesterday and ask us to perform for some kind of function... cool sia... feel honoured man... haha... wa, today in com lab 4 science that time, mdm tan call ppl out one by one for councilling, i didnt get called out... haha... good n bad... actually, might be quite fun to see mdm tan advising me about boyfriend when i dun have one... hahaha... my mother say it is good that she cares for us, but, my classmates dun agree... hahaha... the sports cap thing STILL not out!!! IM GOING CRAZY!!!! ARGH!!! 2day @ the end part of chinese lesson, we ( Maxine, Marissa, Linda and I) were playing monopoly, then when need to pack up that time, i stand up to keep the money back, then Yu Xiang go and take away the chair, i didnt know, wanted to sit down after putting back money, lucky Kang Yu warned me that there was no chair @ the back, if not fall down soooo paiseh... THANK YOU KANG YU!!! haha... anyway, now toking to Lumpy, we trying to call other ppl go online... so sianz... nothing else to write aledi... byez!!!
update:
o ya, i forgot to add to yesterday's entry, the song competition organizers called me up yesterday and ask us to perform for some kind of function... cool sia... feel honoured man... haha... wa, today in com lab 4 science that time, mdm tan call ppl out one by one for councilling, i didnt get called out... haha... good n bad... actually, might be quite fun to see mdm tan advising me about boyfriend when i dun have one... hahaha... my mother say it is good that she cares for us, but, my classmates dun agree... hahaha... the sports cap thing STILL not out!!! IM GOING CRAZY!!!! ARGH!!! 2day @ the end part of chinese lesson, we ( Maxine, Marissa, Linda and I) were playing monopoly, then when need to pack up that time, i stand up to keep the money back, then Yu Xiang go and take away the chair, i didnt know, wanted to sit down after putting back money, lucky Kang Yu warned me that there was no chair @ the back, if not fall down soooo paiseh... THANK YOU KANG YU!!! haha... anyway, now toking to Lumpy, we trying to call other ppl go online... so sianz... nothing else to write aledi... byez!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
aiyo... today my form teacher go n ask me whether i have boyfriend anot, then i say dun have, then she dun believe... siao... this is how the convo went:
Mdm tan: Sze Sian, you also have boyfriend right?
Me: no!
Mdm Tan: (look disbelieving) i think u have... (give me a 'look')
Me: (shake head, walk of with Maxine laughing)
crazy right?!?!? haha... mad sia... haiz... the sports cap posting i thought today come out... hai... is tml... i so anxious... then today in school there was a maths trail thingy... had to run all over school calculating riduculous things... crazy wan... my group had Maxine, Kang Yu, Danial, Hakim n Johan, haha, most of the maths wizz, i dun even know wad to do... just follow wad they say, record numbers, lazy to think... =P i so bad... today PE kinda boring lo... most of the boys go n play soccer, then about 4-5 boys play bball with Maybellyn, Michelle n I... but play awhile so sianz aledi... hm... 1st time i seen John bball so good today man... so impressive, all his 3 pointer shots went in... so good... haha... anoway, nothing to write about aledi... byez!!!
update:
aiyo... today my form teacher go n ask me whether i have boyfriend anot, then i say dun have, then she dun believe... siao... this is how the convo went:
Mdm tan: Sze Sian, you also have boyfriend right?
Me: no!
Mdm Tan: (look disbelieving) i think u have... (give me a 'look')
Me: (shake head, walk of with Maxine laughing)
crazy right?!?!? haha... mad sia... haiz... the sports cap posting i thought today come out... hai... is tml... i so anxious... then today in school there was a maths trail thingy... had to run all over school calculating riduculous things... crazy wan... my group had Maxine, Kang Yu, Danial, Hakim n Johan, haha, most of the maths wizz, i dun even know wad to do... just follow wad they say, record numbers, lazy to think... =P i so bad... today PE kinda boring lo... most of the boys go n play soccer, then about 4-5 boys play bball with Maybellyn, Michelle n I... but play awhile so sianz aledi... hm... 1st time i seen John bball so good today man... so impressive, all his 3 pointer shots went in... so good... haha... anoway, nothing to write about aledi... byez!!!
Monday, October 27, 2003
Sunday, October 26, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
haiz... maxine in my house now, we looking at horoscopes and freaking out, haha.... im so glad tml can go back to sch.. im DEAD bored @ home, everyday play sims, can die sia... but left 4 more days then no more sch aledi... cannot believe the yr pass so fast... so sad... :'( haiz... CANNOT WAIT FOR THE SPORTS CAPTAIN RESULTS!!!! i hope i qualify!!! :'(... i scared cannot... i really really want to be a sports captain..
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haiz... maxine in my house now, we looking at horoscopes and freaking out, haha.... im so glad tml can go back to sch.. im DEAD bored @ home, everyday play sims, can die sia... but left 4 more days then no more sch aledi... cannot believe the yr pass so fast... so sad... :'( haiz... CANNOT WAIT FOR THE SPORTS CAPTAIN RESULTS!!!! i hope i qualify!!! :'(... i scared cannot... i really really want to be a sports captain..
Friday, October 24, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
YES!!! chinese got 70!!! woohoo!!! compo and si han luckily pull me up... Lit got only 63 only... CAs got 70... Kang Yu got 80!!! omg.. he top the class... good 4 him sia... too bad Kang Yu was sick for chi P2... if not he got no problem topping the class for chinese... John got 75, A1!!! and there's only 3 A1 in class... Maybellyn so mad... haha... good for him... SPORT CAPTAIN ROX MAN!!! i hope i can qualify... i want to be!!! yesterday Kang Yu called, then was having piano, too bad, if not can talk longer. Hai... today bought horoscope book for yr 2004... looks like Aquarius n Pisces not pei @ all... hai... its freaky, cause the characteristics of the frens i know n wad they say bout them in the horoscope is quite true... look like me n Taurus much more pei, well, horoscope is only a guide, sometimes must follow the heart... haha... =P tad day Kang Yu ask me go n support him n john they all @ the suntec stall on 1st n 2nd NOV, so decided to go Suntec with frens instead of other places... tad day deepavali celebration the show so long... so sianz... then Maxine sit so far away... so bored... lucky Kang Yu sit in front, so got someone to talk to, n Audrey sit behind, so not so bad... hahaz... then mus do the stupid survey form thing, so cramped in the hall how they expect us to write... 3 levels inside leh, hall so small somemore... no choice have to use Kang Yu's back write, lucky he dun mind, if not my paper sure got alot of holes... haha... Maxine say she surprised he let me, but, good frens wad... no problem wan wad...... hahaha... she say i mad... but i dun think so... hahaz... i cant wait for nxt sat, going out with lumpy(confirm), vana, val n xm(maybe)... maybe cheeboon n cheehen oso... watch movie... dunno got wad movie to watch... now very sianz... slept @ 6.45, then woke @ 9, now very energetic... aiya... nothing to talk about now...
update:
YES!!! chinese got 70!!! woohoo!!! compo and si han luckily pull me up... Lit got only 63 only... CAs got 70... Kang Yu got 80!!! omg.. he top the class... good 4 him sia... too bad Kang Yu was sick for chi P2... if not he got no problem topping the class for chinese... John got 75, A1!!! and there's only 3 A1 in class... Maybellyn so mad... haha... good for him... SPORT CAPTAIN ROX MAN!!! i hope i can qualify... i want to be!!! yesterday Kang Yu called, then was having piano, too bad, if not can talk longer. Hai... today bought horoscope book for yr 2004... looks like Aquarius n Pisces not pei @ all... hai... its freaky, cause the characteristics of the frens i know n wad they say bout them in the horoscope is quite true... look like me n Taurus much more pei, well, horoscope is only a guide, sometimes must follow the heart... haha... =P tad day Kang Yu ask me go n support him n john they all @ the suntec stall on 1st n 2nd NOV, so decided to go Suntec with frens instead of other places... tad day deepavali celebration the show so long... so sianz... then Maxine sit so far away... so bored... lucky Kang Yu sit in front, so got someone to talk to, n Audrey sit behind, so not so bad... hahaz... then mus do the stupid survey form thing, so cramped in the hall how they expect us to write... 3 levels inside leh, hall so small somemore... no choice have to use Kang Yu's back write, lucky he dun mind, if not my paper sure got alot of holes... haha... Maxine say she surprised he let me, but, good frens wad... no problem wan wad...... hahaha... she say i mad... but i dun think so... hahaz... i cant wait for nxt sat, going out with lumpy(confirm), vana, val n xm(maybe)... maybe cheeboon n cheehen oso... watch movie... dunno got wad movie to watch... now very sianz... slept @ 6.45, then woke @ 9, now very energetic... aiya... nothing to talk about now...
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Monday, October 20, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
SAW HIM TODAY!!! ahahaha... so happy... but... see aledi xing tong man... so near yet so far... so cham... i dun dare show i like him lo...wait he scared off, then i cham... today was the most boring school day EVER!!! i swear... all we did was go around sch n play boogle, pictionary and chinese chess. and i have no idea how to play chinese chess. so, u get it... sux lo... 2 hrs leh!!! waste of my precious time... tml getting back results... SOOOO NERVOUS!!! hope i did well... if not mum wun let me have that much fun during sch hols... man, today michelle n maybellyn were complaining about their parents like hell lo!!! so cham liddat... well, i guess not all parents are so open... thank goodness my parents are so understanding...
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SAW HIM TODAY!!! ahahaha... so happy... but... see aledi xing tong man... so near yet so far... so cham... i dun dare show i like him lo...wait he scared off, then i cham... today was the most boring school day EVER!!! i swear... all we did was go around sch n play boogle, pictionary and chinese chess. and i have no idea how to play chinese chess. so, u get it... sux lo... 2 hrs leh!!! waste of my precious time... tml getting back results... SOOOO NERVOUS!!! hope i did well... if not mum wun let me have that much fun during sch hols... man, today michelle n maybellyn were complaining about their parents like hell lo!!! so cham liddat... well, i guess not all parents are so open... thank goodness my parents are so understanding...
Sunday, October 19, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
im feeling mad. just read SOMEONE's blog... actually, i wrote alot about her, but decided not to. dun wan to get into a useless fight. all i have to say is, i dunno WHAT the hell she is jealous for, ppl have things she like, then she buy, ppl oso nvr say anything. nothing to kbkb about. N if she is not referring to me, i dun see who else she can refer to.
update:
im feeling mad. just read SOMEONE's blog... actually, i wrote alot about her, but decided not to. dun wan to get into a useless fight. all i have to say is, i dunno WHAT the hell she is jealous for, ppl have things she like, then she buy, ppl oso nvr say anything. nothing to kbkb about. N if she is not referring to me, i dun see who else she can refer to.
mY |iFE
update:
ha... gonna get broadband soon hopefully... then wun keep disconnecting... wa.. yesterday's hiphop class can kill man!!! so difficult... hm... spend the morning sleeping then watch tv then now just finish something for *secret* guy... haha... i hope he likes it man... getting results back on tuesday... NERVOUS!!!! haha... dun need go tuition today... see la...my theory is correct.. dun see him not so sad... but still miss him... haha...
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ha... gonna get broadband soon hopefully... then wun keep disconnecting... wa.. yesterday's hiphop class can kill man!!! so difficult... hm... spend the morning sleeping then watch tv then now just finish something for *secret* guy... haha... i hope he likes it man... getting results back on tuesday... NERVOUS!!!! haha... dun need go tuition today... see la...my theory is correct.. dun see him not so sad... but still miss him... haha...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
i just realised, if i dont see him everyday, i will not feel so depressed, disappointed and feel my heart ache... sounds depressing eh... haha... but... but see him will feel so miserable... one month dont see him, I DUNNO WAD I'LL DO!!! i cannot survive!!! okok... im over exaggerating... haha... life revolves around: computer, eating , sleeping, tv. these few days nothing else to do... so boring sia... hai... well, getting broadband soon. thank goodness... i cant stand it man... my stupid com keep disconnecting... yesterday maxine, kirby n lumpy came over... haha... WATER WAR!!! all got soaked man... so fun... swae sawe got piano... i totally 4got... hai.. must take theory exam in MARCH!!! so soon... i scared man... haha... today in choir, got new instructress... the principle expectation too high... not satisfied with bronze.. go n change the instructress... i like the previous intructress... but... this new one is also good... but.. haha... ask us when singing high notes, must squeeze our butt... haha... one boy really go n hold his butt... omg... haha... nothing else to write... cyaz!!!
update:
i just realised, if i dont see him everyday, i will not feel so depressed, disappointed and feel my heart ache... sounds depressing eh... haha... but... but see him will feel so miserable... one month dont see him, I DUNNO WAD I'LL DO!!! i cannot survive!!! okok... im over exaggerating... haha... life revolves around: computer, eating , sleeping, tv. these few days nothing else to do... so boring sia... hai... well, getting broadband soon. thank goodness... i cant stand it man... my stupid com keep disconnecting... yesterday maxine, kirby n lumpy came over... haha... WATER WAR!!! all got soaked man... so fun... swae sawe got piano... i totally 4got... hai.. must take theory exam in MARCH!!! so soon... i scared man... haha... today in choir, got new instructress... the principle expectation too high... not satisfied with bronze.. go n change the instructress... i like the previous intructress... but... this new one is also good... but.. haha... ask us when singing high notes, must squeeze our butt... haha... one boy really go n hold his butt... omg... haha... nothing else to write... cyaz!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2003
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
haiya... exams over shld be rejoycing... but instead... im am miserable... all because of *secret* guy... i guess i cant expect more... but, im so miserable... i wish he would talk to me... but... he wun lor... unless i talk first... then the michelle they all keep saying kang yu like me... kaoz... kang yu sms michelle bout wu liao things... hm... wat does that mean??? aha... i oso noe wat it means... right now in sch, i think the only person i can fully trust and talk to openly is maxine... use to be both kang yu n maxine... but... hm... kang yu is like... i dunno lor... like i not a fren to him liddat... haiz... HELLO!!! FEELING MISERABLE!!!! i too miserable... all i think about is miserable things now... haiya!!! kirby lumpy val xm hurry finish exam leh!!! i wan go outty... hahaz...
update:
haiya... exams over shld be rejoycing... but instead... im am miserable... all because of *secret* guy... i guess i cant expect more... but, im so miserable... i wish he would talk to me... but... he wun lor... unless i talk first... then the michelle they all keep saying kang yu like me... kaoz... kang yu sms michelle bout wu liao things... hm... wat does that mean??? aha... i oso noe wat it means... right now in sch, i think the only person i can fully trust and talk to openly is maxine... use to be both kang yu n maxine... but... hm... kang yu is like... i dunno lor... like i not a fren to him liddat... haiz... HELLO!!! FEELING MISERABLE!!!! i too miserable... all i think about is miserable things now... haiya!!! kirby lumpy val xm hurry finish exam leh!!! i wan go outty... hahaz...
Monday, October 13, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
update:
hai... still cant figure out how to do links and html... YES!!! exams over...
me n *secret* guy only 1% improvement... well... barely 1%... so pathetic... so sad... last night type so much... then forgot to copy... so wasted...
friday must go east coast beach pick up rubbish... school compulsory activity... they say it will be an amazing race... yeah really 'fun'... exaggerated on the inverted comas...
kang yu n john so lucky... got entrepunership(dunno how to spell), can skip all the lame activities that are supposed to be 'fun', esp the sport activities... must be in the same group as u know who... hell...
still got the sports captain orientation thingy... hai... they go n use up my precious after exam time!!!! so unfair!!! primary school can bring games and enjoy with friends... so unfair!!! boohoo...
that NELSON PHUA CHIA LIANG block me... surely wan... crazy la he... how many centuries ago aledi still act liddat... wan to avoid me izzit... hai...
aha... lumpy go n ask nelson how much the pikachu... he say $50++... then now he go n buy roses for xuan qi(correct spelling?) $100++, all died... too bad...
im not jealous ok lumpy.
Saturday, October 11, 2003
Friday, October 10, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
stupid internet keep disconnecting... hai... no time to complete lit test today... i was sooo scared lo... wa.., so many ppl suddenly log in... maths ok lo... alot of ppl did not manage to complete section B... they make the paper so hard... give us more time la... lucky i can complete if not cham liao...
update:
stupid internet keep disconnecting... hai... no time to complete lit test today... i was sooo scared lo... wa.., so many ppl suddenly log in... maths ok lo... alot of ppl did not manage to complete section B... they make the paper so hard... give us more time la... lucky i can complete if not cham liao...
Tuesday, October 7, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
argh!!! so many formula to learn... ppl say maths dun need study... as if... so many formulas!!!
Rectangle:
Perimeter: 2(L x B)
Area: L x B
Square:
Perimeter: 4 x L
Area: L x L
Triangle:
Perimeter: add up all sides e.g. a + b + c
Area: ½bh
Circle:
Perimeter: πd or 2πr
Area: πr²
Parallelogram:
Area: bh
Trapezium:
Area: ½(a+b)h
Volume of cuboid:
L x W x H
Volume of prism:
c.s x height
Surface area of prism:
Perimeter of base x height + (2 x c.s)
Volume of cylinder:
πr²h
Volume of hollow cylinder:
πR²h - πr²h
Surface area of closed cylinder:
2πrh + 2πr²
Surface area of open cylinder:
2πrh + πr²
haha!!!
all the stupid formulas which are driving me crazy...
gotta get back to studies!!! cyaz...
update:
argh!!! so many formula to learn... ppl say maths dun need study... as if... so many formulas!!!
Rectangle:
Perimeter: 2(L x B)
Area: L x B
Square:
Perimeter: 4 x L
Area: L x L
Triangle:
Perimeter: add up all sides e.g. a + b + c
Area: ½bh
Circle:
Perimeter: πd or 2πr
Area: πr²
Parallelogram:
Area: bh
Trapezium:
Area: ½(a+b)h
Volume of cuboid:
L x W x H
Volume of prism:
c.s x height
Surface area of prism:
Perimeter of base x height + (2 x c.s)
Volume of cylinder:
πr²h
Volume of hollow cylinder:
πR²h - πr²h
Surface area of closed cylinder:
2πrh + 2πr²
Surface area of open cylinder:
2πrh + πr²
haha!!!
all the stupid formulas which are driving me crazy...
gotta get back to studies!!! cyaz...
just finish home econs exam... SAW HIM TODAY!!! him!!! *secret* guy!!! even take same bus back as him!!! he wave to me! haha... i mad... aiyo... tml got maths paper 2... so cham... record man!!! no on online @ at! haha... maybe should just play sims... mdm tan tell john off again bout his hair... dunno y she bother.. all the sec 4s oso gell hair wad... not like he's the only one... mum say after an hour must start work... haiz... still cannot figure out how to make background... SOMEONE TEACH ME!!!! please.... haha... my mood now very good... later dunno liaoz... my house got mouse... got mouse shit on my bed!!! ewz... in my parent's room got on the floor n in the bath tub!!! it's freakin me out!!! not sleeping @ the bottom aledi... haha... i sleeping on the top bunk... u noe how freaky it is to dunno when the mouse will appear in front of u!! o yucks man.. scaaarrriiieee.... haha... wan go play sims aledi... byez!
now studying halfway through home econs... tml home econs exam... sms him... he nvr reply... dunno whether is he off phone again or dun wan reply... wad the... hai... wat to do? haha... maybe i should not sms him bout exam anymore... mayybe i should just sms him nvm, good luck and good night... always sms him high hopes... then end up feel like loser liddat... not nice wan... i keep cannot forget the competition day... i wan it to repeat itself ALL OVER AGAIN!!! but... fat hope lor... n OMG!!! im eating chocolate!!! calories!!! OMG!!! exam stress... haha...
Monday, October 6, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
wasted... i aledi type once... forgot to publish... dunno how to retrieve saved documents... aiyo... anyway, he DID reply!!! i so stupid... just becasue upset go n off the phone... he wished me GOOD LUCK!!! luck i on my phone in the morning before the paper... haha... 2day science paper ok... mood so good today... it's freaky how he can affect my mood... kang yu nvr come to school again... he should be back by tml anywayz... today the mdm tan go n cut john's fringe cause it was gelled up... but... he dosen't look alot different to me... haha... so boring now... no one online... watching mulan... so long nvr watch aledi... so nice... haha... wat to do... disney channel and nickelodeon all kiddy shows... not nice... later must go n study for science...
update:
wasted... i aledi type once... forgot to publish... dunno how to retrieve saved documents... aiyo... anyway, he DID reply!!! i so stupid... just becasue upset go n off the phone... he wished me GOOD LUCK!!! luck i on my phone in the morning before the paper... haha... 2day science paper ok... mood so good today... it's freaky how he can affect my mood... kang yu nvr come to school again... he should be back by tml anywayz... today the mdm tan go n cut john's fringe cause it was gelled up... but... he dosen't look alot different to me... haha... so boring now... no one online... watching mulan... so long nvr watch aledi... so nice... haha... wat to do... disney channel and nickelodeon all kiddy shows... not nice... later must go n study for science...
hai... today have english and chinese exam... not difficult, not easy... kang yu nvr come school, @ first thought wad happened... end up he got fever... the guy i like *secret*, actually not really *secret*, so sad... no communication today... sometimes feel so sad... but... when he smile or talk to me, i sooooo happy!!! he makes my day!!! haha... nothing interesting happens... now taking a break from science studies... talking to lumpy... her blog go n put nelson n xuan qi or dunno wad the name is... i suddenly feel so sad... :( huh... wad to do... life is such... dunno when i will meet the guy of my dreams... perhaps... never... haha, just looking on the bad side of life... can still remember the competition day... tad ROX man!!! ,iss henery, justin, li ling, vanessa alot alot alot...lovely times we had... the competition day, @ dinner table, lumpy and kirby go n talk so much, make everyone laugh like hell, go n make fun of my chocolate cake, see la... waste my food, make me dun feel like eating.. haha.. then go n smash my chocolate cake... nvr eat... haha, jun ji wan look more like shit... haha... even john n jun ji laugh so much... west coast park oso rox man... except i fall down n got blue-black for 2 wks... haha... but so fun... the captain's ball... kirby n jun ji keep banging into each other... haha... so funny... hey guys, i got the vidoe of the song competition and the captain's ball game!!! when u all wanna come over see?!?! stupid exams hurry over la... haiz...!!! haha... gtg... go bathe... must study again... sux...
mY |iFE
update:
hai... sms the *secret* guy i like... nvr reply... so pathetic... just finish revising science... listening to jay chou song... going to sleep soon... wad a day... disappointing day for love... haha... i sound like despo... dun worry... im not... only wish we can talk more... ppl i know will know wad i mean... how on earth to i make the background for this thing... dunno la... dunno wat html thing... keep thinking about the times we spent together... cant wait for the end yr holidays... then can organise things, go out... hehe... but... sometimes, u feel like nothing in the world is right... now off my phone... dunno whether he got reply anot... aiya... now no one online... so boring... wonder whether boys would bother to express their feelings online... hahaz... only good thing... lost weight.. but these few days like have been eating alot... OONNNOOOO!!!! haha... cannot put on more weight... NO WAY!!! :P must be attractive... im kidding!!! haha... see so pathetic... trying to cheer myself up.... lamo... aiya... dun wan type aledi... type science notes one whole day saturday so sick of typing aledi... but... aiya... im saying alot of aiyas. crazy liao.... who is this xuan qi girl u all call nelson's GF, : ( who who who... so attractive meh... kla... cannot get jealous... haha... jiu chi ge bi <--- go figure. =) bye!
update:
hai... sms the *secret* guy i like... nvr reply... so pathetic... just finish revising science... listening to jay chou song... going to sleep soon... wad a day... disappointing day for love... haha... i sound like despo... dun worry... im not... only wish we can talk more... ppl i know will know wad i mean... how on earth to i make the background for this thing... dunno la... dunno wat html thing... keep thinking about the times we spent together... cant wait for the end yr holidays... then can organise things, go out... hehe... but... sometimes, u feel like nothing in the world is right... now off my phone... dunno whether he got reply anot... aiya... now no one online... so boring... wonder whether boys would bother to express their feelings online... hahaz... only good thing... lost weight.. but these few days like have been eating alot... OONNNOOOO!!!! haha... cannot put on more weight... NO WAY!!! :P must be attractive... im kidding!!! haha... see so pathetic... trying to cheer myself up.... lamo... aiya... dun wan type aledi... type science notes one whole day saturday so sick of typing aledi... but... aiya... im saying alot of aiyas. crazy liao.... who is this xuan qi girl u all call nelson's GF, : ( who who who... so attractive meh... kla... cannot get jealous... haha... jiu chi ge bi <--- go figure. =) bye!
mY |iFE
update:
hai... today have english and chinese exam... not difficult, not easy... kang yu nvr come school, @ first thought wad happened... end up he got fever... the guy i like *secret*, actually not really *secret*, so sad... no communication today... sometimes feel so sad... but... when he smile or talk to me, i sooooo happy!!! he makes my day!!! haha... nothing interesting happens... now taking a break from science studies... talking to lumpy... her blog go n put nelson n xuan qi or dunno wad the name is... i suddenly feel so sad... :( huh... wad to do... life is such... dunno when i will meet the guy of my dreams... perhaps... never... haha, just looking on the bad side of life... can still remember the competition day... tad ROX man!!! miss henry, justin, li ling, vanessa alot alot alot...lovely times we had... the competition day, @ dinner table, lumpy and kirby go n talk so much, make everyone laugh like hell, go n make fun of my chocolate cake, see la... waste my food, make me dun feel like eating.. haha.. then go n smash my chocolate cake... nvr eat... haha, jun ji wan look more like shit... haha... even john n jun ji laugh so much... west coast park oso rox man... except i fall down n got blue-black for 2 wks... haha... but so fun... the captain's ball... kirby n jun ji keep banging into each other... haha... so funny... hey guys, i got the vidoe of the song competition and the captain's ball game!!! when u all wanna come over see?!?! stupid exams hurry over la... haiz...!!! haha... gtg... go bathe... must study again... sux...
update:
hai... today have english and chinese exam... not difficult, not easy... kang yu nvr come school, @ first thought wad happened... end up he got fever... the guy i like *secret*, actually not really *secret*, so sad... no communication today... sometimes feel so sad... but... when he smile or talk to me, i sooooo happy!!! he makes my day!!! haha... nothing interesting happens... now taking a break from science studies... talking to lumpy... her blog go n put nelson n xuan qi or dunno wad the name is... i suddenly feel so sad... :( huh... wad to do... life is such... dunno when i will meet the guy of my dreams... perhaps... never... haha, just looking on the bad side of life... can still remember the competition day... tad ROX man!!! miss henry, justin, li ling, vanessa alot alot alot...lovely times we had... the competition day, @ dinner table, lumpy and kirby go n talk so much, make everyone laugh like hell, go n make fun of my chocolate cake, see la... waste my food, make me dun feel like eating.. haha.. then go n smash my chocolate cake... nvr eat... haha, jun ji wan look more like shit... haha... even john n jun ji laugh so much... west coast park oso rox man... except i fall down n got blue-black for 2 wks... haha... but so fun... the captain's ball... kirby n jun ji keep banging into each other... haha... so funny... hey guys, i got the vidoe of the song competition and the captain's ball game!!! when u all wanna come over see?!?! stupid exams hurry over la... haiz...!!! haha... gtg... go bathe... must study again... sux...