mY |iFE
update:
yes!!! tml going suntec with lumpy kirby they all!!! ooya!! cant wait...
Friday, October 31, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
argh!!! im so angry!!! i missed getting a scholarship by 2 places in school!!! o man... last 2 yrs got, this yr cannot get... :'(... *sobz*.... hai.... 28/266 for school level... sux... must be 26 to get scholarship... maths and science miss by ONE mark to get A1... :@... :'(... pathetic... class position 10/38... haiz... no improvement from mid-yr... only level position go up by 20... but... so wad... cannot get edusave scholarship... :(... today must clean up the class, scrub tables and walls, and so on... Maxine didnt come today, then i have to bring home three huge piles of books, lucky Rehana and Audrey helped... n thank goodness i was going for tuition, so my grandmother fetch me, if not, no way to go home aledi... in da morning, Mrs Loke make us watch a movie on Mozart... not VERY interesting... then chinese period we all can play games... whippee... today is not a brilliant day though... only average... o well, going for a halloween party, little kid neighbour next door invited, mother say is only polite to go... so im gonna dress up in a garbage bag n be a wicked witch... lame, but, no one would see me there... =P...
update:
argh!!! im so angry!!! i missed getting a scholarship by 2 places in school!!! o man... last 2 yrs got, this yr cannot get... :'(... *sobz*.... hai.... 28/266 for school level... sux... must be 26 to get scholarship... maths and science miss by ONE mark to get A1... :@... :'(... pathetic... class position 10/38... haiz... no improvement from mid-yr... only level position go up by 20... but... so wad... cannot get edusave scholarship... :(... today must clean up the class, scrub tables and walls, and so on... Maxine didnt come today, then i have to bring home three huge piles of books, lucky Rehana and Audrey helped... n thank goodness i was going for tuition, so my grandmother fetch me, if not, no way to go home aledi... in da morning, Mrs Loke make us watch a movie on Mozart... not VERY interesting... then chinese period we all can play games... whippee... today is not a brilliant day though... only average... o well, going for a halloween party, little kid neighbour next door invited, mother say is only polite to go... so im gonna dress up in a garbage bag n be a wicked witch... lame, but, no one would see me there... =P...
Thursday, October 30, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
mY |iFE
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
update:
argh... im going half mad... nothing is right... only left 1 more day of sch... n i haven even said a word to him for so long... it's not like im dumb... wads wrong with me... im just afraid that he will avoid me n decline my invitation if i invite him out or anything... anyway... where got chance... so many ppl like him, im just another girl from sec 1... not as if im THAT noticeable anyway...
i dunno whether i should ask my temasek guy frens out, dunno whether they will say yes, they say no, i feel bad n somehow embarrassed... dunno wad to do... weird, i feel totally normal asking my gmps guy frens out, but i dunno when i ask my temasek guy frens out they will find it irritating or a bore... well.. i'll just ask n see... after all, two whole months, dun keep contact, friendship will gorw further, thats what im afraid of... n next yr changing seats n all tad... i dun wanna!!! i like my place the way it is... so many good friends around... its harder to keep a good friendship when u dun sit near your guy friend... cause u dun talk as much... hai... i really dun wanna lose their friendship... just hope they will agee to going out for fun, whether it is the moives or even to the beach just for fun, hope they will agree... so irritating, now is always girls ask the boys go out together, if not, then cannot have fun together with guy friends. when the guys go out, always go out by themselves, nvr ask girls out together wan... well, guess it will only happen in upper sec...
im worrying now... really worrying... maybe im worrying for nothing... but... i think i shld worry... anyway, how would i now how the guys r feeling, for all iknow, they might be happier to sit in a group, whether im around oso doesnt affect them... seems that way...
well got new glasses...
mY |iFE
update:
oh boohoo... i feel oh so sad... i couldnt make it for sports captain... i feel like im not good enough... it was such a big blow... i felt so bad for the rest of the day... i oso dunno y... hai... so many ppl from my class got in, i didnt get in... huh... wonder y couldnt get in... congrats to Kang Yu, Danial, Faiz, Suhaila, Nafisah, Cadence, Marissa, Linda for making sports captain... today play harry potter's trivial game... so fun... how to desribe how i am feeling now... hm... a little bit mixed up, sad, love = 'pain'... wad else can i say... nothing... watching channel 8 now...
update:
oh boohoo... i feel oh so sad... i couldnt make it for sports captain... i feel like im not good enough... it was such a big blow... i felt so bad for the rest of the day... i oso dunno y... hai... so many ppl from my class got in, i didnt get in... huh... wonder y couldnt get in... congrats to Kang Yu, Danial, Faiz, Suhaila, Nafisah, Cadence, Marissa, Linda for making sports captain... today play harry potter's trivial game... so fun... how to desribe how i am feeling now... hm... a little bit mixed up, sad, love = 'pain'... wad else can i say... nothing... watching channel 8 now...
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
mY |iFE
update:
aha, read this:
jamie, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Aquarius
Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.
Although Aquarius is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.
oooya! haha... still feel miserable.. mad mad...
update:
aha, read this:
jamie, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Aquarius
Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.
Although Aquarius is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.
oooya! haha... still feel miserable.. mad mad...
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