My Fairytale Fantasy

hmm.. seems like the past is coming back to haunt me these few days.. yesterday had dinner at KFC with my grandma.. the one that my grandfather use to bring us all the time.. especially for treats.. it's already been more than a year, but everytime i think of him.. it still brings tears to my eyes... I miss him.. oh yeah.. thanks to the girls who comforted me during training tht day at the Sennett area.. the hugs were really comforting.. =) thanks to jh also for accompanying me to Sennett.. helped steer my mind away from just pure sadness.. ^^ There's just something about rain.. it evokes feelings and emotions.. i don't know.. but rain (when not trekking), makes me melancholic and emotional.. whenever im sad.. just standing in the rain and letting it fall over me seems as though it's taking away my worries and sadness.. its like cleansing the soul, mind and body.. there's also something peaceful about it, when its a drizzle, like.. i don't know how to explain it.. and when it's raining outside and you're in the house cosy and warm.. its such a lovely feeling.. ok.. getting sentimental.. ehem.. back on track.. but i really love it when it rains.. just not when im trekking. then i dun like it.. lol.. hmm.. today had training at bukit timah.. goodness... my toes are almost gone.. and accidentally kicked victor's trekking boots just now (lightly) and my toenail felt as though it was gonna drop off.. darn painful!! We went to wisma atria after that.. ate at food republic.. in PT kit.. hai.. so sad.. but.. better than stinky.. oh ya.. and this feeling... it's been at me for days... i don't know what it means... i guess im still confused and unsure.. well.. i shall just let nature take its course... cheerios everyone =) there's a million reasons to smile.. just have to delve deeper for them!!