xin nian dao le.. i was just glancing through my photos.. and I came upon the picture of my late grandfather and I, merely weeks before he departed this world. it's been a year.. but the wounds are just as fresh as they ever were. I will be visiting him tomorrow, and it always brings back painful memories of his funeral. I miss him, his warmth and love towards me. He was always so proud of me, and I was his only grandchild. The last thing he said to me was.. "guai" This will be ther first new year we celebrate without him.. And it feels so weird... why did he have to go.. Ah.. fragmented thoughts strung together doesn't exactly make up the best entry, but.. oh well.. not going to bother sounding coherent right now.. so I shall just ramble on. So much has changed since last year.. looking through photos brings back fond memories, yet, creates an air of melancholy.. Grr.. so much things to do.. so little time.. let's just say.. I'm glad I still have who i have right now.. and am making an effort to cherish them before its too late.. It's a lesson ought to be learnt.. Seriously..
tht's all for today..

It's a new year...

Heys all.. sorry for not updating.. didn't like the skin I had.. and couldn't find another.. I searched so long on blogskins.. and those skins doesn't suit me at all.. it's either so angsty or lovey-dovy.. haha.. well.. at least i found one i like now.. feel free to drop comments on my tagboard about the new skin ^^ Well.. I kinda feel free now.. I don't know.. I just do. Free to feel and care for whoever I want to, no strings attached. I'm finally going to turn 16.. But even though my mum allows me to date from now.. I'm still waiting for the right person to turn up and sweep me off my feet. Life in OAC is still the best.. I feel so blessed to have my teammates with me.. I'd better cherish them while I can, before they leave next year =( one of us has left the team.. what can I say? I was hurt.. by his words. how could he say those things to us? but life goes on, we forgive and forget.. One of the things I learnt last year.. don't make situations which aren't complicated, complicated. Life's too short, enjoy it, embrace it, live it. Cheerios for now! ^^