My Fairytale Fantasy

Hmm.. just realize how much more different I am from some people..
i think i should get out more.. like.. socialize more..
i guess its never been in my nature to be a social butterfly unlike some people, but i guess one should still make the effort to smile more easily and confidently and make friends more easily huh? right. easier said than done. this should take time.. but im determined to be more open and involved in activities outside of oac. That would actually be hard to do. TJ life without oac everyday. or without seeing the oacians everyday *ouch* hard to imagine.. i guess one of the reasons i dunno so many people is also cause JC life has so far revolved so much around oac. yup. how true.. Next year.. things will be so much more different.. dreading it, yet looking forward to it with anticipation. I'm still figuring out what to do during term 3.. my goals.. what there is to look forward to.. etc.. no way am i going to just study study study. but what is there?? i shall find something. last year.. it was fun and wonderful bonding time with oacians.. this year.. it shall be a venture into the unknown. sounds so drama. haha.. ok.. hai.. seriously.. i don't know what to expect from life anymore.. I don't know at this point in time what there is to work towards and to look forward to. sad right? it's ok.. i'll find something to spark me on to enjoying life again. i have yet to find out what is anthropology. haha.. may be my future. for now, its bedtime! adios amigos~