My Fairytale Fantasy

okay. its final. i need to loose weight.
fat fat fat! need to tone up.. need to cut down on junk and fattening food.
=( feel faaaatttt. this sounds so bimbotic. but it's true!! i need to loose weight.
hmm.. how ironic is it that some people's confidence comes from how they look and how they are accepted by people? i guess im naturally quiter among people im not close to and lack the confidence of doing so. *fakes a sob* haha.. i blame it on my past as an overweight child. lol.. serious.. people use to call me fatty in primary school. *grumbles* didn't care at that time.. now i regret. i use to just eat and eate and eat and eat. grrr.. thank goodness i woke up in secondary school and decided to loose some weight. ahaha. lost about 15kg since i was a fatty. I promise myself i will never go there again. never never never. but.. back to the point. I still need to loose weight now. hai.. i need to get over the temptation of food and get into the discipline of exercising even more. ah.. 2.4km coming.. so i shall train for that. train incline pull-ups also..

routine everyday:
situps (200)
dips (100)
inclined ups pulls (50)
crunches (to 2 songs)
pushups (100)
run around condo with lady (my dog)
dance dance dance!
*hope i can and will keep to it.. no excuses!* should food still be controlled then?
I looovveee food. but at least i don't live to eat yet.. haha. and just as im writing this post.. im reaching for another chocolate.. *sigh* dove amicelli is such a devil!!! lol.. ok. if i don't buy. means i won't get to eat. so after this box is finished. i WILL NOT buy anymore. no more late night snacks as well. =(

heh.. sorry.. mindless rantings i call this. feeling quite energized and high from dancing. Segundo curso (grade 2 Flamenco) today was FUN! tiring though. then just dancing crazily to the music at home also does help to make you feel high and happy. Wondering whether i should join modern dance club next year or just let oac be my only pdp. shall ask jane for opinion. anyways. im feeling a little guilty... my studies haven't really been touched yet. Need to study chem periodic table and LA notes. oh ya.. and maths a n maths b.. test on these subs when school reopens.. need to concentrate le.. adios amigos.

*geez.. this post is so... bimbotic.. ew*

p.s. i put a video of Shakira's Hips Don't Lie. I am currently in love with that song.