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Hi all!~ Let's just say the news I heard yesterday made me break down again. *sigh* I hate all this crying. But that's life. Yesterday when I was in the hospital, I saw a family whose father was given that night and this day to live only. Their family was grief-stricken. My heart went out to them and I felt so so sad as well. What a horrible feeling, knowing the family member you love so much lying on the bed, going to leave you any minute. We can never take the ones we love for granted. That made me think of the mysteries of the world. What happens after death, what happens in the Bermuda Triangle, what's in the Black Hole and etc. So many people have different theories about what happens after death. Christians believe that they go back to live with God, Buddhists believe in reincarnation, other religions believe in other things. Who knows in the Bermuda Triangle, people living there are in pure bliss, rid of all heartaches and troubles, but yet again, it could be a land of slavery and a place where sufferings never end. I am so curiuos about those things. I sometimes just sit and wonder about these things, especially about the great big Universe. That's why I'm so interested in joining TJC's astronomy club, I want to learn more about the Universe. Oh yeah, I bought a webcam and mike!!! Whoopee!!! ^^ I also created a xanga site, but the content is going to be the same as this blog. Click Here. Today I had TJC orientation camp. Well, all the Temasekians are in the same class, along with some from TKGS and VS. Hm... There's only 23 people in the class, 15 girls and 8 guys -.- Now girls are overpowering instead of guys. Haha. I made some new friends, Sophia, Dimira, Teresa, Grace... They were all friendly. There were a group of girls who are very outgoing. Not the type I'll mix with I can fortell. Thank God Prerna is in the same class as me. Phew. The most enjoyable part of camp was when we played in the rain! It was awesome. By 7pm, I kept yawning and yawning in the lecture theatre. By the time I came home, it was 8.30pm. TJC wants us to get a laptop, preferably a tablet, so my mum is going to get my one, most of my friends are getting theirs as well. I don't think I have much else to say for now, so... Goodnight!!!~

`+._ BaCk HoMe!! _.+`



Hi! I'm back home in Singapore now. First part of this entry shall be on what I did, second part will be more on feelings.

Well, let me recall... I seriously can't remember what we did on Wednesday, oh no, my memory's going.. I think we went shopping... Oh yeah, now I remember.. We went to the factory outlets! Hehes.. I bought two awesome jackets, 2 exercise tops, a nice floral 3/4 sleeve t-shirt and a white skirt. All originals, but cheaper! ^^ Haha, then we went back for dinner I think. On Thursday, I followed Louiseanne to go for study session on Maths, ha, rekindled the stimultaneous equations thingy *grimace*. On Friday, we went out with her friends, Natalie, Grace, Jeremy, Max and Eugene. They were all really nice ^^. We watched Kung Fu Hustle. God that movie is gory. I covered my eyes most of the time anyways. But it was overall quite funny in the end, but I couldn't stand the fighting and the blood *shudders* We took neoprints and then we had to leave for... Christmas eve dinner at Louiseanne's home. I didn't really know many people there and for some reason at the beginning of the party, I kind of felt weird. Real weird. Not in the festive mood at all. Feeling sad about something I couldn't place my finer on. Funnily, Louiseanne felt the same way, I felt better after awhile though. When the clock striked midnight, not many people from Singapore were online so not many people to wish *sigh* It was kind of boring, and Louiseanne helped me set up a Xanga site. I still don't know how to use it, so I shall continue using blogger till I've grasp the concept of Xanga =P On Christmas Day, Lu*(short for Louiseanne) had community service =(, so we had lunch without her. Lunch was with old family friends whom I haven't seen in 9 years. Their children, Daphne and Kai are so grown up now, well I guess so are we. My dad said Kai and I used to fight alot when we stayed with them for holiday, but I seriously can't remember. Christmas night, it was PARTY! for Lu* and I. We went to a street where there were pubs, discos, bars etc. My dad brought us. We dressed up all in black (except overcoat and shoes) and in our best since it was my last night there. I wore her high heels and my feet were killing me. Seriously. We had some alcohol, 4.7% bottle. I only drank half though, Lu* drank all and wanted more =P

That about sums up what we did when I was in Hong Kong, but that doesn't say a single thing about how I was feeling ya?

Well, I'll let you in on some feelings then, some people say my blog is like a content of what I did, so I'll add more thoughts. You can say that the reason I went to Hong Kong was to see Louiseanne this trip. It felt so good to get along so well with her once again, but sadly, it wasn't the same with Jonathan, like I mentioned in the previous entry, he seems kind of distant. Oh well... We used to play together, all 3 of us. Those were the days. In a way, I envy Louiseanne, she has a few close guy friends whom she can count on whom are so nice and caring at the same time. Don't get me wrong, my gal friends etc Maxine, Prerna, Zhuyin, Aud, Lijun, Lin, Mar, Zoe, Cad, Yuan, kirbs, lumps, Via, Jo and Abby are awesome, but sometimes, it isn't the same as having a guy friend you know. I've always wanted a close guy friend who would care for me like a older brother would and give me advice sometimes. I envy the friendship Lu* has. Oh well, I am in a way satisfied with what I have now, my friends all rock! Bah, this is sad, I shouldn't be feeling this way. Hm, this bonding time I've had with Lu* made me realise that what's important in a friendship is honesty and sincerity. Being fake has completely no use in a friendship, you will be exposed of true colours sooner of later. Well, all in all, I must say this trip was worth it. I made some really nice new friends, had some fun in the cold weather, went shopping, and most importantly, strengthened my friendship with Lu*!!! Love ya and miss ya Lu*. I'll post some pictures from the trip when I have time. That's all for now, and that's quite alot! Goodnight!~ Good morning more like it =P

`+._ iN hOnG kOnG!!! _.+`



Hi everyone!!! First things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN !!! ^^ I'm in Hong Kong now! Yesterday I travelled here by myself. My mum was supposed to come too, but end up she didn't, for a reason I'd rather not disclose. Anyway, I was rather upset about not spending christmas with her, but my dad was going to Hong Kong too, just that he was going to meet me there. Let's say that I've been crying more than I ever had this month. About something yet again, I'd rather not disclose. *sigh* Well, travelling by myself was a new adventure and experience for me, kinda got the feeling of excitement and apprehension. It was alright anyway. My dad picked me up from the airport then it was off to shopping with my friend Louiseanne and her friends! It was kinda fun, but tiring. Shopping is tiring anyway. =P Bought loads of Christmas presents and make up. (I'm broke now =X) Got to get more money from my dad. ^^ I've been getting this accent since I've come here, under Louiseanne's influence =P HAha.. The kind of international school accent. It's kinda cool! Haha, naturally comes. Hopefully it doesn't stick when I go back to Singapore! Or I will sound kind of weird to you guys in Singapore =P Today we went to watch After the Sunset. In Singapore I bet it's NC-16, but there aren't any ratings here apparently. Well, it was fun!!! I'm so glad that Louiseanne and I can get along like before, the years didn't seem to have happened in a way, seems like I've been talking to her everyday. It's great. But Jonathan(her brother) seems a little more distant. Oh how I remember the times we had when we were young!!! It was hilarious!!! Anyway, I want to watch Tarzan now, so.... GoOdNiGhT!!!~

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Hi everyone! Well.. On Sunday, I went for my grand aunty's birthday lunch, followed by slacking and shopping at Parkway. I bought my Harry Potter Original dvds!!! =D I bought The Polar Express Soundtrack as well and Bing Crosby's White Christmas songs. I love Christmas carols! The minute I came back, I glued myself infront of the television screen and watched all the special features on the extra disc ^^ All 3 of them!! Hmph, but they made the things I want to see so difficult to find! I was getting a little frustrated, especially about the 1st movie's extra features. Eventually I found it though. It was worth it ^^ Definately great! On Monday... I woke up late and packed my room. (It was in a HUGE mess. Trust me, I didn't touch and care about the cleanliness of my room from after school let out, all my things were all over the place.) I packed till about 4 before I had to set out for Anchorpoint by Taxi for the Hip Hop recital rehearseal. My teacher had come down with the chicken pox last minute unfortunately. So another teacher who has no idea at all what our steps are took over. Well, let's just say yesterday and today's practice had been kind of a draag. I guess it's also because of the company. I'm the only Chinese there who goes to a local school. The others are all from international school. Can't really clique I guess. But 2 of them were really friendly. Savana and Carissa. They are way more outgoing compared to us. Outgoing in different sense compared to the Singaporean way of outgoing. But all in all, I still love the practices. The distance is the only problem. I continued packing my room again this morning. Almost done. After practice, my mum and I went to Parkway to continue out shopping. Since we are going to Hong Kong (I can't wait!!!) soon, I needed some winter clothing. Tomorrow Max is coming over for awhile and she's also going to support my dance performance. Thanks Max ^^ Means alot to me =D Oh yeah, I added more Harry Potter pictures on my HArry Potter Blog. Please go visit my fanfictions blog too! Don't abandon that. So far only Rehana has visited it =( Just click on the link on this blog and you'll be there~ Leave a tag too if you visit please ^^ Well... Nothing more to say... Ciaos!~

`+._ ThE cOnCeRt _.+`



Hi all!~ Today was my mother's childcare's annual concert. It was great! But very tiring. One of the N1s, Nigel, was so cute on stage! We were so worried that he might cry, but he stole the performance! He even tried to do a 'handstand'. So cute.. The whole performance was great... I was so tired when I came back but aftr a bath, I was refreshed, so I continued with my setting up of the Harry Potter Fanfictions webpage. It's quite nice to me, I'm satified with it. But all comments are welcomed, I placed a tag-board there, so feel free to voice your opinion. Cheerios for now!~

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Hi again ^^ I've taken some time to redo my blog as well as my HArry Potter Blog, so take some time to look at it ya? The Harry Potter Blog is now updated with new links that are very informative ^^ Hope they are useful for Harry Potter fans that come across it! Addios~

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Hi guys, sorry, couldn't think of a suitable title for this entry.. Well, what can I say.. Hm.. I seriously can't remember what I did on the 3rd and 4th, but I remembered that I had my Hip Hop photo shoot on the 5th as well going for my father's mother's birthday dinner. Then on the 6th... Hip Hop practice for the recital, it was cool. Tuesday... My mother had her childcare concert rehersal at Tampines East CC. John went along too ^^. Too bad he can't go for the actual day, the children and teachers were a kind of disappointed, especially the one who calls him handsome boy =P. Haha~ I stayed around at the childcare till about 2.45pm till my mother had time to go home, I was so tired, and was so glad to be able to go home. Then on wednesday, I went to the hospital to visit, then to hiphop, followed by rushing to The band performance, they were great! The last hiphop practice caused me loads of bruises. *sighs* But, it's all worth it to me. Yesterday in the evening, I went to John's church at Boon Lay. Far, but not too bad.. It was quite fun~ Then John came back to my house and used the computer while watching polar express on dvd.. These few days, I've been so frustrated with maple story, it keeps hanging at the login page! Then I have to re-start everything. Argh, so irritating. The best thing, I had time so I went surfing the net for HArry Potter stuff, and I found loads!!! And I also got Daniel Radcliffe and Emma Watson's fanmail address. I'm going to write! =P Everytime I watch the video interview by either of the 3 of them, Daniel, Emma and Rupert, I suddenly feel very happy. I found out that the HArry Potter DVD has never seen before footage on the original dvd, so I'm going to buy it, no one's stopping me!! ^^ I envy the three of them for getting the chance to act in such a brilliant movie, the experience they gain is absolutely priceless! And another thing I envy them for is the friendship bond they created through these years. Unbelievable! It is exactly like Hogwarts, they have known each other and grown so close since the age of 10! What I would give for a friendship that the trio shares. I also found out that you can win a trip to the set of Harry Potter and win a chance to have a chat with the stars as well. I was so excited, but, sadly, it was a competition only for UK residents. Hmph. Oh well... Now I wish more than ever that I live in London. HArry Potter ROCKS!~ I don't care what others say =P Christmas is coming soon, I can't wait. Christmas gives me a feeling of warmth, togetherness and happiness like no other occasion gives me. I love singing the Christmas carols, especially with my friends and family. I think I shall work on my Harry Potter 'Website' now, cheerios!~